SURVIVOR

of trauma based child sexual abuse, and mind control.

With all the hullabaloo about the movie Sound of Freedom , , , thought I would share my experiences. *NOTE* I have not seen it due to possible triggers. Since this is only available in theaters, I don’t like risking a reaction in public. I was happy it was finally being seen, and not surprised by all the negativity. That in and of itself is a whole post,,, which maybe later. . . . .

Letting you know up front my writings will be fragmented, and done in short posts. Because of the trauma based abuse, mental and sexual, , , , I am DID (Dissociative Identity Disorder.

BACKGROUND

DID is created for two purposes. Fear which enhances control and because DID creates memory loss, or I should say, memories are compartmentalized so only (depending on the number of compartments the child has created to deal with the abuse) certain things are remembered at certain times, (but in my case as of this writing I have not recovered them all, or remember everything) the survivor is deemed a liar, crazy person, bad, etc. and therefore can’t be believed, there is no proof, hence no consequences for the perpetrators actions. I am sorry I’m not good at explaining it, I have found the best place to learn, and understand this is through the site;

https://www.beautyafterbruises.org/

I do not share anything for sympathy sake,,, I’m alive, and I just want this to stop, I want the children to be saved, and I want the evil rituals, to end.

That’s all I can do today,

Thank you, until next time.

Much kindness

Me